Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Who Am I - CraftyTalk
SUBSCRIBE, SHARE, LIKE So what have I been up to? Where do I begin? How do I keep this short enough so that it’s a quick read while also articulating myself so one may understand where I am coming from. I am not where I want to be right now. However I would not change anything these past two years. I would not be here if it wasn’t the support of my friends and family and especially my love. I have a plan in place. I have an idea, a vision. It’s time I acted upon it. I have been in the shadows as of late. Life has been getting in the way more then I’d like, but I only have myself to blame. From hard working 60 plus hour a week careers, to moving situations, to car and livelihood situations; It’s big enough that these events are a story by themselves. However I’m not here to spill my guts to conjur pity. I want to try to figure some things out. I know what I want to do. It’s time for me to assert my ideas and passions and create the things I wish to see myself. I’m posting this because I feel like I have been lacking in my own abilities, and I picture how someone from the outside looking in may see. I’m not proud of my recent works enough to share with people, I’m not liking my art ability, nor my creative editing skills. It’s just not good enough, that feeling though may just be the point. I need to put those feelings aside. I could practice for years and I’ll never be ready. I must take the action now, use every ounce of free time I have to build my vision, work with whatever scraps I may get a hold of. I want to say this, make an announcement that I’m coming back, as if I ever left in the first place, I’m coming back to my passions, bringing focus to my ideas. No obstacle can ever be in my way, no excuse can ever be good enough. I have big plans, I know what I want to be, and I will see myself as “that” person. I refuse to age to a point where I look back and wonder, “what could have been if only. If only.” Time is running out, either give it my 100% or not give it at all. I’ve lost and given up too much to ever falter again. My cup is empty, fill it with experience, knowledge, and passion. My dreams are no longer dreams, but goals that I will turn into achievements. A entertainment company, sprouting from the online web. Art, music, movies, photography, cars. I want to implement it all. I want to hear other people’s thoughts, I want to find others dedicated to building themselves up to such a level where people look to us for such insights on these topics. I must however rise myself to that ability.